10-9-08
I am obsessed with a few songs these days:
"Sleepyhead" by Passion Pit
"She Makes Dirty Words Pretty" by Dance Gavin Dance
& "Electric Feel" by MGMT
10-10-08
Tonight was a really good night.
This week has been Homecoming Week and tonight was the Carnival.
I still like Moises, but i don't really know where it's going, so i'm trying not to.
Last night i went to a church dance with Nikki, Ryan, Ferny, and Hayden was there too!
In the car ride home, Ferny held my hand
{uh-oh!}
[hehe]
it was so cute.
I like him too, but it's kind of weird that he's Lauren's best friend.
I also know that he is a really big player and i shouldn't get involved with a guy like that.
At the Carnival Ferny and his friend were there.
Darryl saw them and asked me if that was Ferny, i said yes and he told me that Lauren told Darryl that Fernando likes me.
I don't think much of it though since he's probably just bored and wants a new attraction.
10-13-10
Today is Monday. I'm in class and im really ticked off because Lauren does not know how to keep her mouth shut.
lets go back to saturday night: Homecoming.
That night i asked Moises if he was interested in me and he said he's in between, that he doesn't like me but he doesn't not like me
{what Moises? baha, way to confuse the heck out of a gal}
He said that i was a cool girl, but he really didn't know.
Then he said he was sorry!
i went inside, went to bed, and just cried
i listened to "The Time is Now" by Moloko because i really love the song
now every time i listen to that song it's going to bring me back to that night and those emotions.
these kind of things ruin songs for me. Ha
i love that song though. freakin beautiful.
Bringing us back to my original point...
During lunch i was in the library with Daniela, Lauren, Moises, and some other people.
it was really hard for me to see him again, but Daniela had my back and i didn't want to just disappear because of what happened.
Lauren started being Lauren and started saying stupid stuff about Moises being there and he could hear everything. She was saying stuff like, "Mrs. McCrill is standing by your man! and she did this thing imitating me by saying, "i like you!" (obviously making fun of me asking moises if he liked me). I got so angry i left and sat down in the hallway because i couldn't understand why she was being so rude. Daniela came and told me that after i left, Lauren and Shannon starting talking badly about me. I'm not surprised though. It seems like Lauren talks crap about all of her friends behind their backs. I was just angry that they were doing it right in front of Moises! Making me look so dumb. Daniela told me that her and Darryl were trying to stand up for me and that they felt awkward because they were just straight up talking crap about me.
I'm seriously sick of Lauren
{You Go Girl!}
Its none of her business to be talking about me and moises. She needs to stop babbling her mouth.
By the way, I'm not friends with Ally anymore. She's such a Drama Queen!
I need to stop being friends with such fake people and start surrounding myself with better friends. One's that are true and know how a friend is supposed to be like.
Lol, thanks for reading Amber Diaries
ooh. this will be the post titles of my old journal excerpts now :)
Hope you like sneaking a peek of my sophomore year
I appreciate you!
I am obsessed with a few songs these days:
"Sleepyhead" by Passion Pit
"She Makes Dirty Words Pretty" by Dance Gavin Dance
& "Electric Feel" by MGMT
10-10-08
Tonight was a really good night.
This week has been Homecoming Week and tonight was the Carnival.
I still like Moises, but i don't really know where it's going, so i'm trying not to.
Last night i went to a church dance with Nikki, Ryan, Ferny, and Hayden was there too!
In the car ride home, Ferny held my hand
{uh-oh!}
[hehe]
it was so cute.
I like him too, but it's kind of weird that he's Lauren's best friend.
I also know that he is a really big player and i shouldn't get involved with a guy like that.
At the Carnival Ferny and his friend were there.
Darryl saw them and asked me if that was Ferny, i said yes and he told me that Lauren told Darryl that Fernando likes me.
I don't think much of it though since he's probably just bored and wants a new attraction.
10-13-10
Today is Monday. I'm in class and im really ticked off because Lauren does not know how to keep her mouth shut.
lets go back to saturday night: Homecoming.
That night i asked Moises if he was interested in me and he said he's in between, that he doesn't like me but he doesn't not like me
{what Moises? baha, way to confuse the heck out of a gal}
He said that i was a cool girl, but he really didn't know.
Then he said he was sorry!
i went inside, went to bed, and just cried
i listened to "The Time is Now" by Moloko because i really love the song
now every time i listen to that song it's going to bring me back to that night and those emotions.
these kind of things ruin songs for me. Ha
i love that song though. freakin beautiful.
Bringing us back to my original point...
During lunch i was in the library with Daniela, Lauren, Moises, and some other people.
it was really hard for me to see him again, but Daniela had my back and i didn't want to just disappear because of what happened.
Lauren started being Lauren and started saying stupid stuff about Moises being there and he could hear everything. She was saying stuff like, "Mrs. McCrill is standing by your man! and she did this thing imitating me by saying, "i like you!" (obviously making fun of me asking moises if he liked me). I got so angry i left and sat down in the hallway because i couldn't understand why she was being so rude. Daniela came and told me that after i left, Lauren and Shannon starting talking badly about me. I'm not surprised though. It seems like Lauren talks crap about all of her friends behind their backs. I was just angry that they were doing it right in front of Moises! Making me look so dumb. Daniela told me that her and Darryl were trying to stand up for me and that they felt awkward because they were just straight up talking crap about me.
I'm seriously sick of Lauren
{You Go Girl!}
Its none of her business to be talking about me and moises. She needs to stop babbling her mouth.
By the way, I'm not friends with Ally anymore. She's such a Drama Queen!
I need to stop being friends with such fake people and start surrounding myself with better friends. One's that are true and know how a friend is supposed to be like.
Lol, thanks for reading Amber Diaries
ooh. this will be the post titles of my old journal excerpts now :)
Hope you like sneaking a peek of my sophomore year
I appreciate you!
HAHA I LOVE THIS!!
ReplyDeleteAnd by love, I mean not really love, because it is pretty sad.
I remember all of this going down though...
It's true, so many people are so fake, and thank the lawd you are not like that.
You say what you think and you're not rude to get ahead.
You're pretty much the most genuinely sweet person I know.
I LOVE YOU!!
Once you get past high school and all those weirdos, you're seriously going to make it far. People are going to respect you so much for who you are.
So, I think I either sound like A: A lesbian B: Your mother or C: Your school psychiatrsit